So my last post seemed very enlightened and grounded...this is not however the way I am feeling regarding the romantic aspects of my life these days.
To sum it up I have had a start-up potential relationship that has been put on delay due to busy schedules, mostly his. Some of this was to be expected as it started right before the holidays, however since then it is frustrating to say the least. This is clearly the gentleman who inspired the revelation for myself and I feel like I have been leading the charge on getting in contact via text so far - always the first to text.
So while I know that this doesn't necessarily say anything about his feelings for me, as those have been stated as positive directly, what it does speak to is what I need from a communication standpoint. That is to not feel like I'm chasing you down. I'm not into that.
So I'm going on a man-fast. Now it's nothing drastic, if they come to me I will not turn them away or not respond. What it does mean is that I will not be checking my online dating profile everytime I have a free minute on my phone and it means that I am going to hold out on texting said gentleman first for at least a week.
The reason for this is not game playing but more that I don't like feeling like I'm chasing someone down. It's too high school crush, unrequited love, feeling for me.
So I fast.
Wish me luck....
To sum it up I have had a start-up potential relationship that has been put on delay due to busy schedules, mostly his. Some of this was to be expected as it started right before the holidays, however since then it is frustrating to say the least. This is clearly the gentleman who inspired the revelation for myself and I feel like I have been leading the charge on getting in contact via text so far - always the first to text.
So while I know that this doesn't necessarily say anything about his feelings for me, as those have been stated as positive directly, what it does speak to is what I need from a communication standpoint. That is to not feel like I'm chasing you down. I'm not into that.
So I'm going on a man-fast. Now it's nothing drastic, if they come to me I will not turn them away or not respond. What it does mean is that I will not be checking my online dating profile everytime I have a free minute on my phone and it means that I am going to hold out on texting said gentleman first for at least a week.
The reason for this is not game playing but more that I don't like feeling like I'm chasing someone down. It's too high school crush, unrequited love, feeling for me.
So I fast.
Wish me luck....
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